ＦＯＲＥＶＥＲ ＩＮ ２００６ サイレントヒル (4 Hour Silent Hill Ambient - Zerofuturism REUPLOAD )
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- Опубликовано: 29 авг 2022
- Making a reupload of this amazing mix by : Zerofuturism
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Release Date: 16 Oct 2021
Views before removing (Aug 30, 2022): 366,052 views
Creator of the mix: Zerofuturism
Tracklist:
Silent Hill 2 The Day Of Night (Slowed) - 00:14 - 13:13
Silent Hill 1 Fear Of The Dark (Slowed) - 13:13 - 21:12
Silent Hill 2 Forest (Slowed) - 21:12 - 36:01
Silent Hill 2 Restless Dreams/Making Peace (Slowed) - 36:01 - 1:00:35
Silent Hill 2 Magdalene (Slowed) - 1:00:35 - 1:12:42
Silent Hill 2 November Flight (Slowed) - 1:12:42 - 1:42:24
Silent Hill 2 Prisonic Fairytale (Slowed) - 1:42:24 - 2:11:00
Silent Hill Realization (Slowed) - 2:11:00 - 2:24:00
Silent Hill 2 The Day Of Night (Slowed) - 2:24:00 - 2:37:08
Silent Hill 1 Fear Of The Dark (Slowed) - 2:37:08 - 2:44:57
Silent Hill 2 Forest (Slowed) - 2:44:57 - 2:59:48
Silent Hill 2 Restless Dreams/Making Peace (Slowed) - 2:59:48 - 3:24:20
Silent Hill 2 November Flight (Slowed) - 3:24:20 - 3:53:47
Silent Hill 2 Magdalene (Slowed) - 3:53:47 - 4:06:00
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Thanks
:)
Why was this beautiful upload of all uploads removed, it was my favorite, I remember you mentioning it before. I don't remember what happened.
@@Zeep_goblin copyright being a jerk I think
This is good, isn't it.
yes
To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better.
God bless you I hope the same for you😊
Thank you. God bless you and keep you
Hope the same for you!
not to rub it in anybody's faces, but I feel a lot happier nowadays than I was in the past. I hope anybody struggling can join me here soon -- it's possible :)
Thank you. May peace, love, happiness, safety, and great times with great friends always find you (+ anyone reading this). ♥
If you're reading this, I hope that day comes real soon where your wildest dreams come true. Where you finally feel that you are at peace with yourself and your surroundings. May your life be full of joy, strength, light, and ease. May you lead a life full of positivity and greatness. You got this.
thank you
thank you!
Likewise b‼️🙌🏽
I really hope the same for you.
I got this.
life is like a survival horror, we have limited inventory, our world is seemingly crumbling beneath our feet and money is a limit resource that you have to go through the worst kinds of real life zombies to get to - only for it to barely be enough to go out again in search of some ending or closure in a seemingly endless loop...
Really, the lesson for today is that Silent Hill thought a lot more about memory, realism, guilt, and sorrow than any of us thought.
True. Video games were inspired by life itself haha.
@@meloncholy413Very true. Unfortunately a lot of games these days are inspired by games that were inspired by games that were inspired by games that were actually inspired. So much was lost in between.
@@verxes6014 it's unavoidable that something repeat ideas set forth by something else when it comes to entertainment media. it's been this way since the renaissance. Some originality in the AAA scene would be welcome though. I miss the era when companies were willing to take risks and see what works instead of playing it safe all the time.
This is not only music, this is a mood, a deep state of mind.
It gets me depressed, but that's normal now so it's pretty serene.
So Silent Hill is not just a game…afm
Onfg.
@@ButtSauce666 For me it's quite the opposite.
Couldn't agree more...✌️😌
I have autism so I’m always stressed. I always find it especially hard to shut my brain off and sleep. I listen to this every single night and it’s helped me a great deal. Thanks Zerofuturism and thanks to the reuploader.
Edit: I don't know where some people got the idea that I'm looking for attention or trying to be "cool" or "different". The truth is I hate being autistic and would choose to be normal in a heartbeat. Being "different" got me bullied not only in school but also in work. Keep your judgements to yourself, thanks.
Dude,. I doubt you have actual autism. You just think differently and need positive encouragement from yourself and relaxing ambient noises to get your head together before getting in the car.
❤❤❤
Que encuentres paz....esa paz que llene de tranquilidad tu vida diaria.
I'm here because of the same thing. I'm 34 going on 35, I was let go from yet another job and I feel as if ASD has been the bane of my existence. Plus truama from childhood due to a narcissistic stepfather who is still in the picture making my mom unhappy
i getcha man
Man in 2006 I was 18 years old and not knowing at all what to do with my life. Now I’m 35 and I’ve accomplished a lot of my goals, but I find myself coming back to these tracks and getting ready for my next stage in life with a family. Time is wild folks, let’s all enjoys these little glimpses into the past…
I'm 19 and Hoping that everything will be okay, regardless if i don't know what to do right now. I hope to be like you one day when i too look back and one day have a family of my own :)
I'm 35 now too.time flies.miss those days...
Same 🥺
31 now. Havent achieved most of my goals but I'm lucky and appreciative to have such a precious family and I'm always afraid I will lose them slowly slowly because of death. I'm afraid I will become alone 😢
@@ElBadriano
I totally understand the fear, but one thing that mixes like this show me is that memories can be equally as powerful as the real thing, and as long as we have memories of the people we lost, they’re still with us in some way. Hold onto those memories and walk forward as long as you can!
I miss 2006, it was probably the best year in my life. I was 10 at the moment and felt extremely happy with my family & friends life. I danced in a Ballett class and played on my Nintendo DS everyday after school. Now I’m a mother of a son who is one year old and pregnant with our second. This music helps me calm down and think about beautiful days in my life. Everything got harder becoming an adult but I’m thankful for my life and what lies ahead 🙏🏼
edit: I want to add something here for all the men/women who don’t understand yearning for the past: everyone’s different! If you aren’t like me and don’t understand me please don’t point it out. Its unnecessary 🥳
Welcome to the real life @sina hAHAHA
the best year of your life is when you were 10? jesus lmao
This comment + the music actually made me reflect a bit.
‘06 was an interesting year for me, certainly not my best as I was only 7 at the time but that year was when the PS3 got released. That Christmas my parents had gotten me it and I had started playing multiplayer games online, which technically is when I began my venture of making friends over the internet to play games with. Pretty crazy to think 17 years later I’d still be doing the same thing (on PC now though, my PS3 died back in 2012 rip) but that is certainly the case. Granted I work full-time as an order-filler for a Walmart Distribution Center and attend college classes online (full-time as well) so I don’t nearly play games as much as I used to, but I still do play for a couple of hours here and there when I can.
@@incognitoflamingo yes and there’s nothing to laugh about
This comment makes me feel like a jerk. I'm two years younger, but the only thing I have by my age is science and a career. I'm very afraid of being alone forever like James. Nevertheless, I am sincerely glad for your happiness. I hope I'll be a mom someday, too.
Summer of 2005 is my "forever place". The sunny days, spent at the riverside fishing. The long, hot nights staring at the clear skies, the stars so bright and big, unhindered by a light pollution in a small rural town, talking with my friends, or just being comfortably silent... I always knew that this will end and tried to make the best of it, yet I was neither prepared for the ending, nor will I ever let go of these memories...
I like thinking when we die we get to choose a time period in our lives we get to relive for all eternity. I am the same I try to cherish moments and sometimes become sad because I want to be in that moment forever, knowing it’s perfect now but this time next year who knows what will happen. Life is crazy, hope all is well with you.
Damn, thats the year I was born. So long ago.
2006, I turned 17… miss those days. Wish I could go back but knowing what I know now.
dont we all lmao
that's the most common thing people say, when we become old!
I prefer the experience and knowledge compared to being naive and innocent.
growing up sucks, but is good at the same time.
same
[Checkpoint]
2006 was my first year of high school. Big city school for a person who'd grown up in the country. I never had a PS2 but our school had internet good enough to download tracks and wallpapers and id read all about silent hill and other dark themes. I miss old internet when people with no money could still access ROMs and music files, dreaming of the day they could play the game for real. I miss wondering about the world. Maybe its because internet is so fast these days, I don't know. But I miss watching and wondering about everything. I miss it so much it hurts.
I can feel that same wonder you are talking about, and you evoked that out of me. Incredible times we lived in honestly right before technology took off. There really was a lot to wonder about especially as kids
There are two things in specific that I am grateful for at this moment:
- forever in 2006 reupload
- SH2 remake
Childhood forever in my dreams best childhood ever.
Demake
@@nightmaregats Hasn't come out yet so you can't say this for sure.
@@godfrey4461 every Demake is bad, consoomer
@@nightmaregatspurely subjective. But I believe the RE remakes are massive improvements on the originals, if you say their not, I know you’re lying and being biased
Soo much memory in 00's era. The best phase ever happen in my life. No worries at all and no distress and anxiety. Only play,eat,play and sleep
We have to move on
@@GabeTheToucan yea
@@GabeTheToucan f*ck.! Moving on!! I'm still looking for the perfect job where i work minimum and have time to play my video games.
@@GabeTheToucan Moving on is so hard when you feel like you'll never be that happy and content again. But I agree we do have to somehow
@@joeyturncoat420 i feel the same, its hard when everyday its the same routine of doing things that you dont want.
Люди в комментариях ностальгируют по 2006, я в этом году только родилась. С Silent Hill познакомилась, наблюдая за тем, как в неё на PS1 играет любимая тётя. Сейчас её консоль у меня, и я так же прохожу Silent Hill.
Эта музыка напоминает мне о том времени, когда приезжая к бабушке и дедушке в деревню я смотрела разные старые фильмы через DVD проигрыватель и на кассетах. О том времени, когда ещё не нужно было думать про поступлении в университет, о будущем.
Надеюсь, что у того/той, кто читает этот комментарий, всё наладится или будет ещё лучше❤
Миру мир и нет войне!
Полностью поддерживаю! Рад что некоторые люди остаются людьми. Мир❤
Я надеюсь, ты в порядке, мой друг (I only speak English, sorry 😂😅)
@@GabeTheToucan молодец умничка
I have been listening to this for the past few months, it helped me through my final year in high school. Fortunately, I got a very high score and I was accepted into college of medicine. Now I'm on my way to become a doctor, a dream I was always chasing.
I was listening to this as a high school student, doing my homeworks and studying for my exams... Now I'm listening to this as a medical student.
Don't let your dreams be dreams.
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I don't know who needs to read this but we are all going through tough and difficult times, Don't give up. You are here for a reason. You matter. Just don't give up whatever you're going through. I love you.
Thank you 🫂❤️❤️❤️
likewise sir
Username checks out
i love you too
Thanks, I guess...
The PS2 era was truly the greatest time of my entire life. From the ages of 4 up until I was about 13 or so, that console absolutely positively shaped who I am as a person more than anything else ever has. Rough living conditions and a kinda crappy childhood in retrospect make you reflect on the very very best things you had and this video perfectly represents the comfort the console brings me. Still fire it up to this day. This also brings back major memories of being out by whatever random body of water me and my Uncle felt like at night and just staring at the moon reflecting off the water while he had a few beers or something while I was just chilling talking to him. Takes me back to my old house, the PS2 echoing in the basement at like 1am. We’d play it in the shed at night lol, outside sometimes even, one dark summer night we were having a campfire in the backyard, one of our usual endeavours, he brought out the little crt, placed it on SOMETHING (don’t remember what) and his drunk ass wired it up outdoors with an extension cord. My little mind was blown lol. We spent the rest of the night playing the old guitar hero trilogy outside until at least 2am. One of the coolest nights ever. So so many of my greatest memories stem back to the era where that console is what my child world revolved around. I long to go back. It hurts my heart heavily knowing I’ll never experience feelings like that again. Those times cannot be recaptured.
Reading these comments makes me feel somewhat hopeful for the future, but who knows at this point since life is just one big fucked up mystery for everyone. I just wish that in the future, I stop feeling lonely, confused, and sad. Goodluck everyone
Reading people having similiar problems makes me feel less alone, thanks and I wish for everyone the best
No matter how you feel or what you think, you're never alone. Hopefully, we'll all make it someday or just find some comfort down the road
Same here man. It might happen someday, and there’s only one way to know I suppose
Gosh. Things were so different in 2005. I was 12. It was a perfect time to be into games. The best memories I ever made were playing by myself, enveloping myself in the stories and characters. I ultimately failed in life - I got a degree, and worked some jobs here and there, but I eventually lost all hope in 2018 due to mental illness. I stopped working and lost it all. I never recovered. But these videos… with their simplistic, haunting melodies… they take me back. It’s the only safe place I have anymore. It’s all I have. It’s all I have…
I'm right there with you. We, who made it so far, yet lost it all, anyway. Is there any hope for the hopeless? Is there balm is Gilead?
I beg for death.
Jesus loves you my friend you are never alone trust and believe in him and your life will change!
8 billion monkeys on a piece of mud in a universe which never answered their calls for hope and salvation. There's nothing to look forward to, but also nothing to forget or be ashamed of. They can't live peacefully with thought that they are mortal or that nothing really matters. Their lifetime is just a little dot in the spectre of the life span of the universe. And they are scared because every knowledge that they gained so far nowhere near enough to bring ascension, peace or happiness, depending on what simulacrum they prefer.
They run into politics and wars, hedonism and entertainment, reproduction or self-improvement, job career and business, religion, healthmaxxing and any other kind of crаp that human species invented just to feel "normal" again. Just to not think about death and coming oblivion for a moment. Just to stop upcoming misery and despair in their own head. And all of this coping defend-mechanism to agonizing mind.
Human life isn't suffering or joy, it's just a roll of dice. For someone it will be like a fairy tale, someone, no matter how hard they try, will eventually get back to abyss like us. And people like you, me or other "loser" see it very clearly.
I know how you feel, just let go. This will hurt more or less, you will fail again or not. Doesn't matter because existing as we taught from the young age is a simplistic echo-chamber. There's no reality in the sense that people created for themselves, there's no sin or salvation in the first place, there's no succes or failing.
@@RedSpade37 struggle is the only way to happiness in our world. you know what to do but u think u can’t do it. but understanding that it is the only way helps to make first step, which is the hardest.
This is not the end!
You can do this. All of you can!
Don’t give in.
You got this. When you hit rock bottom the only way is up.
Don’t falter. Don’t give up.
I believe in you. Now believe in yourself.
You can be happy. Just get up and start doing. You don’t need to be the best. Be the best version of yourself.
I just wanted to say, thank you so much for this video. I have autism and ADHD, and I tend to be alone all the time, mainly because people in my class don't include me as much. I always take my sketchbook to draw, doing it while listening to this video. Thank you so much for this video, it makes moments of loneliness like these a lot less painful :)
i'd totally be your friend, not many people appreciate silent hill nowadays.
i feel you
I got you
I understand you, this song makes us not feel loneliness and feel how life is, without worrying about absolutely anything. This song brings me peace and tears when I remember that time...
If you’re reading this. People love you. Please stop kicking yourself when you just need to realize how great you really are. Maybe you’re here because the music relaxes you or maybe you’re here because you’re a fan of the games like myself. But if you’re here for the same reason I am, trust me it gets better. I use the music to help me rethink the things that trouble me and calm myself to a state of being stronger than ever. You’re safe, I love you, they love you, and we love you. You’ll be just alright.
Akira Yamaoka - Noone love you
"They love you."
Leave it to the RUclips commentors to show you the Eldritch Truth, huh.
@@JimmyPizzaDelivery we’re all on this video for a similar reason. We all sleep under the same sky. We all need to be together
I was very moved by this thank you.
@@JimmyPizzaDeliveryI feel more miserable for reading it then before myself personally. It just feels like pestering reading this shit tbh. Useless for anyone already in a decent mood. All the people using self projection to assume other people's reasons for listening to Silent Hill ost or advertising need to shoosh.
IRL friends betrayed me. both families are not there for me and my dad, it's just me and my pops who is depressed as i am. this music helps me keep my sanity, you might never have seen me. but this video has helped me more than actual people (exceptions for anyone who does care, and the uploader for creating this masterpiece)
Hey man, i know exactly How you feel. I,ve been in a situation like this before. I really Hope things to get better soon for you and your father, stay strong and don,t give up. Life really gives the toughest battles to the greatest Warriors, and im sure you,re gonna win this one!
That sucks man. Life can be very confusing. Work out and get strong, study and get smart, focus on being the best version of yourself and don't worry about things you cannot control. Easier said than done, but once you get moving and build up some momentum, nothing can stop you. Sincerely, someone who has also gone thru it but persevered.
Very sorry to hear that. I honestly pray, from the depths of my heart that your situation will not ONLY get better, but that you and your Pop attain peace of mind along with anything good that comes after this long, hard-fought battle the both of you have been, and still are currently facing. I guess there isn't much I can do, being a total internet stranger most likely across the planet from you, but all I can offer are some words of encouragement in hopes that it'll lift your spirits up even if it's just a slight nudge. Stay strong, physically but most importantly in a spiritual and mental sense. 🫵🤜🤛
God Bless!
Forget about these assholes. Fuck for yourself and repay your father for what he did for you in the future.
i was born in 06, but i will always have memories as a lil girl of going to my big brothers house (specifically around autumn/halloween). staying up watching him play silent hill 2 on the family ps2 he stole from us (lol) on a big projector tv that had a slight hum. the moon shining through his thin curtains, the faint glow of that tv, the dozen blankets i was buried in, his old leather couch, the doritos, 7/11 slurpies, halloween candy he just bought, and the faint smell of cigarettes covered by candles. i remember it all so vividly.. i miss him. a lot… fuck, lol.
Aw ❤ I'm sorry for your loss of your brother (if he has died). I was also born in '06, but I never owned Silent Hill. But, this music makes me nostalgic for my younger self - playing Nazi Zombies on WaW, making wooden houses and shops in Minecraft, constantly falling and dying in LittleBigPlanet, etc. Man, do I miss being young n care-free with no worries in my head 24/7
I hope you are doing well for yourself he/she (idk what gender you are now, with the world being so focused on gendering 😅), I wish you all the best
From the UK, Jordan ❤❤
i hope the both of you find serenity and clarity. keep on keeping on youngns
beautiful comment, sorry for your loss
Hey, that makes two of us. I was also born in 06 and had a similar experience as you. Gosh i miss those days...
@@definity_j0rd4n😢😢😢
I was born in 2006 in Russia and I had a very short period in my life when I could play video games. I missed so much from my childhood, but I still have memories of those few games that I managed to play. Now I often listen to music from games that I didn't play as a child and for some reason they make me feel like I've played them before...
are you too busy with life now to keep up with gaming? funny how life does that to us....
Same man, I was born in 2006 and got my first console, my 2DS in 2013 or 2014, I'm not sure, it was a blast
Kinda interesting how those tracks are the most calm and serene thing ever when listened to on their own... but when playing, they are the most depressing and heartwrenching thing ever...
That's when you know its a great soundtrack
Woman in a nutshell.
@@VladAngelOfDarkness ...what?
@@VladAngelOfDarkness What the fuck are you talking about?
Edit: I looked at your channel and you just seem to really hate women huh
They sound so depressing to me, even if I didn't knew the game. I never played it myself but watched. I know what you mean by serene and peaceful, but almost every track has this underlying confusion, disgust, and uncertainty in it, and that's how I feel most of the time. Well, we see what we know and what we are.
The wonder, and innocence I had as a child is gone, but not forgotten.
I joined the army as mandatory (after university) one month ago. While i was there, away from family,friends and home, nostalgic thoughts from 2000's and 2010's haunted me, i am home now after basic training for one week, i listen to this, god how times have passed.. and how much the world has changed, it is scary, but i feel blessed living those great legendary memories! I consider myself lucky
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@@shadow2oxide i still got 335 days to serve, i hope i can endure it all, i wish everyone peace harmony and enjoy their freedom ❤️
@@nikkon1999 Oorah
@@Amatron6 307 to go ^^
@@nikkon1999 Lets go 🗿
I like to imagine this video as purgatory, a place we go to at the end of our journey where we aren’t good enough for heaven yet not bad enough for hell. Just this cold, dark, rainy, yet peaceful place. A realm where we reflect on the various moments of our lives that led us here. If this is Purgatory, then I’m okay with it 🙂 and you are more than welcome to sit beside me while watching the waves crash
Sounds lovely
i love the way u just described it, absolutely. a waiting room. . . if you will
I started crying after i read this... idk why....
Silent Hill is like this. Living inside our minds for all eternity.
Sure, why not, I’ll wait with you. I got time. :)
I wish I was forever in 2006. 2006-2007 were the best years of my life. I look back on them fondly. Everything just went down the drain after that.
Eerily the same exact thing haspened to me. Also born in 93?
@@alanm6o9 na I was born a little earlier in 89
Я же не один ощущаю эту мягкую пустоту и спокойствие от всего происходящего
Конечно, тут вообще интернационал собрался послушать!)
In the early 2000’s we were nostalgic for the 80’s. Me and my friends were listening to early Metallica and Depeche Mode all the time. Then in the 2010’s the 90’s nostalgia started to kick in. Now it feels like we’re transitioning into an early 2000’s nostalgia. This is what happens when society gets worse and worse.
Play yourself some Japanese Torture Comedy Hour. And eat an entire bag of THC gummies...call your personal physician in the morning.
look into hauntology. this is a direct result of capitalist consumerism culture, and it will only grow worse the more incompetent the world allows us to be :(
Since when is nostalgia part of evil?
true it is not natural or good that society changes so fast. we dont thrive in that, nothing does, oh except for ai that is.
Society isn't getting worse. It's going through difficult times perhaps where you live. In the 90s when you were chilling, some guy in Iraq was getting bombed.
Society isn't going to shit. People just like bitching when NECESSARY changes take people out of their comfort zone. You want a planet with no racism, with the matter just being swept under the rug? Wasn't gonna happen. You want a better economy for everyone and the financial systems that are hundreds of years old not collapsing? Was not gonna happen.
Stop bitching. Participate in the creation of the things you say you value and want.
2006 will always be that one year that I would like to go back to, again and again. It was deeply significant for me.
I’m laying down listening to this, it’s 1am. I’m just alone with my thoughts, contemplating everything, it might be weird but i get uneasy but a sort of relaxation from stuff like this, i cant explain it. Is anyone else listening to this soundtrack at the same time as me? Am i the only one listening to this right now? How alone am i listening to this right now. Those are my type of thoughts, i don’t know why i care. Ever since I was a child i can’t sleep without a light on, everyone says it’s because of my abandonment trauma, but i don’t want to listen. This comment has sidetracked a bunch. It’s 1am and i’m typing this, not planning on sleeping soon, im having this uneasy and relaxing feeling. I love you all who are reading this. Thank you for reading this whole thing, and if my comment is blocked out by everything else in this comment section. Shall my comment be flooded in these comments never to be seen.
21:12 just sounds like you've just conceded life, sitting on the a pier while it's raining, moments after sunset deeply thinking about everything you've done... where did it go wrong, why did it go this way. This slowed down version is utter catharsis, it's balm for the soul.
Never forget the lesson from James’s story. If you can’t find a way to forgive yourself, you will either kill yourself or turn into something you don’t recognize. SH2 truly was a work ahead of its time.
The reason why Silent Hill 2 it became a classic is because eventually people began to see how unique, eerie, melancholic and authentic the game's atmosphere it really is, and took the time to enjoy its deeply thoughtful narrative and symbolism. To this day it’s by far one of, if not the most mature examination of grief, sexual trauma, suicide, and morality all combined. It’s an intelligent game that does not hold anyone’s hand and comes at the player with utmost confidence in itself. It’s fantastic stuff. The rest of the original 4 are great in their own right and have their own well written stories, but they don’t hold the same emotional weight to them. I think SH2’s maturity by comparison is something that a lot of people are drawn to. ☯️
Everyone here talking about how great their lives are,yet here i am after worst year of my life, lots of things fell aparat in my life and all i can do is struggle with all my effort,hoping maybe one day ill be in a better place.Im afraid i will be thisnlonely forever.depression and loneliness is cancer of mind, take care yall
me too, the last couple of years were tragic
I hope you find peace, I feel like I'm at the end of my road
My ex introduced me to these tracks. It was so peaceful to me back then. Aster....I miss you. I hope you're okay. I'll never forget you. -Starlight
Never ever delete this from RUclips, please
I missed this. I have inner peace now. Thank you so much.
Born in late '91 here, I miss all the different consoles, games, movies, songs, stores, restaurants, and friends from throughout the 2000s. Such simple and golden times that I miss dearly. I have ADHD and OCD, grew up rough. But I'm fighting back staying close to Yeshua, my family, and working hard to better not only my life/situation but also to heal and better myself as a person, and with God on my side I will be victorious. ⚔️🛡❤️🔥✝️❤️🔥🛡⚔️
It truly reminds me of a time when things were much simpler. I took a leap of faith when I decided to look up Silent Hill ambiance, wondering what would show up. I never expected to come across this gem.
I pray this never gets taken down or deleted.
After reading all the comments, I felt I should add my story too. I never got to play Silent Hill 2 or of the BIGGEST PS2 classics like Metal Gear or GTA. But the PS2 was a console I remember fondly for it's time helping me through my fucked up family life. My stepdad was a dealer and my mom was a junkie, so most everything of value we had got pawned, but I still managed to hold onto my BumbleBee Transformers PS2 for so long. Playing the night away on a shitty small CRTV with my headphones in the little headphone jack it had... This video just brings back so many good memories in bad times.
If you're reading this, know you do matter to someone somewhere. I felt like I didn't back then, and I eventually found someone who cares for me more than my own family did. Just keep your head high as best you can, and in the famous words of one of my favorite PS2 movies tie in games: "Keep Moving Forward".
Still coming back to this because I have postpartum depression and this helps me heal ❤️🩹
It will get better 💕 I promise. And as hard as it is to imagine right now, one day you will yearn for these days as much as you yearn for 2006. For diffrent reasons.
I suffered extreme post partum mental illness when my daughter was born in 2010. I suffered inexplicably and yet, i survived. And somehow through it all the memories that remain are the good ones. My daughters first smile, her first giggle, the way shed stare right into my eyes and she drifted asleep having a feed.
What im trying to say is theres beauty, even in this pain, and every chapter of life will have parts you will yearn to embrace just one more time.
The trick is finding those little shards of beauty in the chaos so we can enjoy them as much as we can, right here, in this moment.
💕
How’s the second born?
2006 I was 11 years old, what an interesting time. The world was in the middle of a seismic change and we weren’t really aware how monumental it would be. This music makes me feel so good like I’m in blade runner walking down a corridor of metal and concrete and the rain is slapping the world around me. Perfection.
2006 was my last year before high school so the title choice really hits me hard. I still don't think that I have emotionally recovered from the 180° I had both at the beginning and at end of high school, but life goes on.
Haha
Wait that was supposed to be funny right? haha.
@@chaosdwellernah your just a monkey
My soul is shaken between the 21st and 36th minutes. I'm thinking about my mother, who I lost recently. I threw out most of my thoughts with this music. Thank you for your effort. You are amazing . I think about the beautiful moments I had with him. I wonder where he is now? :(
I graduated in 2006 and it's been a pretty dark life. Having Asperger's and being ostracized for everything thing in my life has made me want to drive out into the desert and just walk from my vehicle. Today's been a really weird day that happens at least every 6 months.
i'm glad you didn't
Be strong my friend, God and my heart are with you
Finally a relatable comment.
It's an autistic thing, isn't it? To need to get up and walk and walk and walk until you can't any more. I get it too every few months.
If time travel exist i would travel back in 2000s
The early 2000s were so much simpler. I wish I could relieve them with the income I have today, feel like I lost to be part of so many stuff back then due to still being in school.
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Me too
so would every single person who watched this lmao. we're all nostalgic for one thing or another. Although, I think it's best to let memories be memories. That's what makes them special.
This mix, is not just a mix. Its a place for dream restoration. It restores and makes you remember dreams about a girl, dreams about a place from your town in fog, dreams about having fun with someone... It heals it... Somehow...
Edit: it's currently 1 : 30 am, and today at my grandma's house I found old love letters and journals from around 1988 - 1993. They were from my mother, who was in love with many different boys at that age. And one of them said things like: "don't leave, I beg you" and it just brings tears to my eyes... even right now as I write this... I want to make a movie about these letters and journals. By the way, I don't know how the idea of just opening a random drawer from my grandma's house went through my head... it's like something was controlling me, or calling out to me. Lost memories. Forgotten.
Cmon man its just a mix... its not that deep.
@@tonyt50 bruh you don't understand
@@tonyt50 Holdup...let him cook
@@Roadkill-Films and what the hell do you want?!
@@nightsun152 Bro I'm on your side ;-;
You cannot believe how this video has helped me. I suffer with Autism and anxiety so having a soothing video that shuts off my mind and lets me ease myself into sleep helps so so much. Thank you so much for the original upload and this re-upload. I’ve listened to this every night for practically the last 2 years and I don’t plan on stopping. Something about the silent hill 2 music, as the ps2 orbs dance over an endless night glistening sea with a full moon puts me to sleep like nothing else. Have a blessed day/night to whoever reads this ❤.
6=Scroll For Time. 60-Seconds, Second=1Unit. 2=1.
6=Scroll for Hand & Writing Instrument.
Time & Hand & Writing Instrument = Base6.
9 = Brain Stem & Thorax, or, Thought & Word. Word Pretexts Thought, or,
9 = The Word Yet Dregged To,
e = Linear Scroll. or, e = Line Ark Till, e = Line Ark Un-Till,
9 = The Word Yet Dregged To,
Lion = L =12th Letter, n=14th, io = I Owe. Lion = I Owe 26 = I Owe Alphabet = I Owe Big-House(Solar System) = I Owe Round-House, or, I Owe Time. Lion = I Owe 26 = I Owe Time = I Owe 24. we take m & n , we are left with L&o , we could also take p & q = Opposible DIgits? then we are left with, o & r. Lo Or = The Deep's OR-igins ARE Currencies. o & r = OR-iginal SoundOut Groups In English. French = With Feminine Particles & e & o = OR-iginal SoundOut Groups. e o r = 13 Letter Spacings.
13 = Family Lost To Ark.. Standard, Theory, Or, Embodiment. 1's & 10's = Woes.
13 = Noah's Ark? With Much Respects. The Counter Suit =
Willendorf Venus 26000BC, Autriche. = Head = Ukraine & Skole, with respects. Breast = Black Sea. with respects. Pelvis = Sinai Peninsula. Dead Sea = Early Contraception.
Merline Stones "Quand Dieu Ete Femme." Relates Moms Woes As Carrying More Channels on the Body..
The Word IS God = Language Matrices?
Pyr-A-Mid = Broken Pencil, quite clearly, yet, Broken Couples Broken Pencil, IS More Clear. Pheraon's Fully Formed Status?
Pharaon = Ph = Doubling, Search Well. 'f' Sound As Well. ph=16,8,6 = 1, 686 = Line Triangle = Linear Triangulation = Greek Architecture Top Triangle? ara=1,18,1=20= 1 1 8Up2cm 1 = Pyramid In Perspective Sketch.
Pharaon = Doubling On 20. 2020+SignVirus = Call, Sands Of Time.
2020+SignVirus = Get A Proverbial Grip(pe= Flu in French.) The Mayan Hier'O'Glyph For '0' = Proverbial Grip. The Thumb=BottomLip.
We Have 160 Deluge Writings. We Need 20 To Have 180 Deluge Writings. Linear System Then In Question, (180=line) , IS, Good & Bad.. We Have Gone Forth Using Only The Strong Side Of Our Bodies.
180 Deluges & All Time IS Calling Our Peoples. & This To Change Linear System,
Good & Bad , To, Bad & Good. We Share OUR Fears & Stop Needing Gossip.
To Re-Unite Mom & Dad, Since.. By Sharing Fears First, we can be with ourselves,, nevermind others? this IS All Time Calling Our Peoples. with many many respects.
Gossip = Strong Chain Event, Forged Elixir & False Pain Killer, from not sharing fears.
The Word IS Alive Unt(d)o The Least Articles, Or, There Are NO Leasts.
Our Peoples & Spirit Have Always Given, or, Spirit & Our Peoples Have Always Given. With Much Respects. Forever&Ever Abundance of Engagement Of Our Minds.
p.s. 9 = The Word Yet Dregged To, e = Linear Arks ARE Cereals. Agriculture Writings & Deluges. With Much Respects.
Dj'Foods,
Countess Of The Stars = Philologique,
e = Linear Scroll. This Take In The Case Of,
6 = Scroll For Time. 60-Seconds = Second=1Unit , 2=1.
6 = Scroll For Hand & Writing Instrument.
9 = Brain Stem & Thorax, Or, Thought & Word. Word = Pretext For Thought, or,
9 = The Word. Yet Dregged To,
e = Linear Arks ARE Cereals. Agricultures, Writings & Deluges. with respects.
Philologique = P = Relativity Lense To The North East. From The Mediteraneans East Coast =
p = Babylon, Ziggurratt, Hill-Mound.
hil = Hill, olo = Double Down. g = Set @ Week, Solar System. ique = Double Line.
Philologique = 'e' Doubled. or,
"Girls Stick Together" = The W(ee)k IS Qu(ee)ns. in this case.
Girsl Stick Together = The Solar System. & Beyond.
With Much Respects.
The Word IS Alive Unt(d)o The Least Articles. Or,
There ARE NO Leasts.
I miss the 2000's, miss old Cartoonnetwork, Nickelodeon, and Disney shows, the PS2, and PS3 , and XBOX 360, and not being part of a religion, and my family household being more free thinking people...
Thx Renna
I don't know why but Silent Hill's soundtrack really brings me back to home. Home being the days me and my little brother played an old PS2 to pass the time when our living situation wasn't the hottest. Even then, just messing around with the crappy camera and playing the games where you had to wash windows or beat up ninjas is probably my fondest memory. Now I'm moved out and he's in his second year of high school. Time really does fly.
Thank you for putting this together. I have been listening to these sound tracks for the past week and it's really helped me sleep. Miss you bubby, hope I can visit soon ♡
I cant seem to stop envying those happy happy time back in childhood. Like how incredibly mystical and eye-opening almost everything was, i could feel so much, see so much in my head as well. Not just the emptiness in my head ive gotten acquainted with, not just the harmful voices.
Im 20 while writting this, almost 5am staying up super late. Life is going upwards, its getting so much better and all those bad teenage habits are relatively gone now. I've never smiled so much in my life before.. but still, to be in the early 2000's-2010's again. Growing up with youtubers on some new technology never before seen in history, pewdiepie, mark, jack etc etc..
Peaceful tranquility, that's the feeling im trying to describe. I miss it dearly.. when it were at its peak, i wonder when i can feel that same sense of belonging and safety again.
I love listening to these mixes. Sometimes I'll get the occasional dark thought process; "so many people have already accomplished so much while you have nothing to show for the life you've lived." But then I always bash them back. "I have a job, I have friends who got my back as much as I have theirs, and Im not even half-way through life. Yea there are people who have done more than me, but they've done hard work to get them where they are today. As long as I do what I have to, I'll make it to where I want to. Now shush and let me vibe."
Its funny cus I'm like on my own journey through Silent Hill right now if I think about it. 😅 Thanks for reading this much, sharing with you is appreciated.
We often think about the past nostalgically. And the idea of when we'd pause time is oh so comfortable, but the truth is we don't know that it would be as good as we imagine. We'd have our own struggles even then and it wouldn't be the sweet dream we wish it would. And that's alright. We have now, which is enough, and not something everyone is lucky enough to have.
Hit me in the feels so hard. ❤
You are a wise man. After many years when time filters out the bad memories from a period of life, the little details that you may have overlooked look not so bad, and you wish it was like that time again. It's a weird phenomenon but I'm glad we have it. Reminds us that things can get better with time, no matter what is currently happening.
I was 7 years old in 2006 playing Silent Hill games in my ps2 slim after coming home from school. I did not have a housemaid around. I was home alone most of the time. Just me and my dog. I felt kinda lonely but I had no responsibilities and I was stress free. I kinda miss those times but at the same time I am glad where I am at right now in my life. Thank you Silent Hill for being part of my childhood. This ambient music is so nostalgic and beautiful.
I remember doodling the SH2 font everywhere on my notebook in elemantary school ‘06 .
The teachers were clueless that we were building nostalgia for our future selves. Miss that class.
Wouldnt mind being stuck in 2006 forever 😅... Everyone was healthy and all my grandparents were still here. Seems like most things we use to do then have since faded away too. Gaming seemed to be in its golden years and my depression wasnt nearly as heavy as it has gotten today but it was still there at times. Just exhausted and wouldnt mind waking up tomorrow and seeing that the year is 2006 again. But I also have a strong hate towards how quickly life passes by and have always hated the passing of time.
I feel you.. I hate how fast time is going. I miss 2006 also those were the good days. I want nothing more then to go back. Life didn’t seem the same anymore. So many have gone and just sad to never hear or see them again
Yaa.. nothing we can do now, but if we thrive, then maybe we can have abit of what was, I remember always biking in the snow carrying 3 bags of game equipment to my buddies, kept us out of trouble, and will never forget the fun and stupid times
i was so sad when it got removed and now it's back!! thank you so much for this :D
Same way dude, but he make avaiable for download those that got take down in his latest video
No exaggeration, this is one of the greatest ambient videos ever. So much nostalgia, but it manages to also be relaxing. Silent Hill 1-3 were golden. I love it! Thank you!!!
Damn I got so much sad after this was removed from original zerofuturism channel, thank you so much bro 😘😍🙏
ME TOOOOOOOOOO AHHHH I NEED THIS SPECIFIC MIX. That background illuminates my room nicely.
Was it removed?
@@Zeep_goblin yeah I believe OG uploader took down this version with the dope backdrop and then re uploaded a version with a picture instead. Idk I haven't slept. This version is essential to my sleep now though.
@@nilbog6942 It helps me sleep too, I play it occasionally, but it's nice to have. I do love this version the most.
@@Zeep_goblin I find great peace when I play this on my tv. Its like at bed level and it's almost like I'm there watching the waves.
Turns out growing up isn't as cool as it was in movies...
I think being a child is worse, and I think that we look upon our childhood with fond memories because we didn’t have the responsibilities and stresses we do now.
@@GabeTheToucan that’s what’s makes it better.. we were innocent to this cruel world. The older we got the worse the human race became. But as kids things were different. Humans can be terrible and I just miss being a kid and being naive to the reality of this world we live in.
@@GabeTheToucan Truth everyone is grown up now this is our world now we can make the rules we can make it better than what was provided yesterday for modern kids reading this comment please enjoy your childhood you don't get a second chance don't go bullying anyone either.
@@lonemaus562the world has always been cruel but as a child you never notice bcs your parents protect you. The meaning of life is the reason you keep going against all odds.
@@MatsYoo I would argue otherwise. Times back then were very simple in comparison with today. Now I'm stuck in this new world
Even if there are things that feel like they will never be the same anymore, the early 2000's and 1995's still live on in some of us ^.^
Fell alseep to this at like 3:37 pm and woke up and found it still playing 💀
I read your comment exactly at 3:37 ... lol 👻
its 2:57 am rn
in my place
Did you really wake up?
@@seanm8665 no
My best friend passed away in 2006, this kinda of music and playstation 2 reminds me of him, and how we used to play video games and watch anime when we went to highschool together, I really miss him, he's up there with my momma 😭❤️, I miss them both
May they rest in peace
I wish I could go back to 2015 2014 and 2017 and 2018ish I don’t know how people don’t get sad or cry from nostalgia cause when I think about it that’s when life was the best for me. I wasn’t nearly as mature as of right now but it makes me sad that I’m already 18 and growing up. Crazy how people say nostalgia is supposed to be a good feeling but when I think about it it just makes me teary eyed.
Bro I just wanna be in the 2000’s again
What did you like about 2000's?
@@Rain-ec4jj being a kid, zero cares in the world, gamecube, ps2 games, sleepovers. i miss those days dearly
@@ZonicCeasorI think we all do. But all we have left are those memories and feelings, and others who experienced it too. Nothing else will ever be like it.
@@yareuz listened to a 10hr loop of the GC animal crossing rain track the other day (it was raining where i stayed) and straight up almost curled into the fetal position to cry. I wanna be a kid again /:
@@ZonicCeasor this is a 100% easier said than done, but always keep in mind that you are the designer of your own world. if it feels like this world isn't welcoming enough for you to experience the same joy and freedom you had as a child, it's time to make some changes. find your people who share these emotions and nostalgic longing. there are a lot of us out there :)
Those visuals are as mesmerising as the piece of music. The swirling lights of the PS2 start up have a special place in memory if you're interested 🙃... You know when a PS2 gets old, it stops reading discs straight away, and sometimes, like it did with me, it only worked about a quarter of the time, if I was lucky. Can even recall the sweet mechanical sound when the laser JUST caught the disc in the right spot and then it would load the game. Sure it was annoying, but it made that game session even more special somehow 😅😊🥰
Haha
the nostalgia of the ps2 and silent hill, what more could you ask for
I used to have the DVD movie screen saver playing on my PS3 in my room around this time ironically haha.
I was born in 2006, my siblings were born in earlier 2000's and even late late 90's. So, this music is especially nostalgic to me. It reminds me of PlayStation home, lava lamps.
Odd, i know.
This calmed me down.. I got kicked out of a gaming project today just because I was Russian and I really needed something to calm myself down, I Can't thank you two enough. (Renna and Zerofuturism).
I just want to be happy
I appreciate this track very much. The opening with the PS2 sound is quite nostalgic. In 2006, I was 10 years old. My childhood best friend had a PS2 and I had a GameCube, and we would trade going to each other's houses. I have autism, and music like this always helps me clear my mind. My therapist taught me that there is nothing wrong with appreciating the past. Nostalgia is appreciating the past, whereas depression is dwelling on the past. I am doing a ton of work on myself in my own life right now. I am going through extensive behavioral therapy, and it is worth it. Thanks for the video!
I love listening to this… it feels so nostalgic! My mother used to play this with me to stop me from eavesdropping on my neighbor screaming in agony when he would have diarrhea attacks.. my heart goes out to him, bless him
I laughed way too hard at this I'm sorry 😂
Amazing Atmospheric Soundtrack Ambience... 🎶☯️🎶 The reason why Silent Hill 2 it became a classic is because eventually people began to see how unique, eerie, melancholic and authentic the game's atmosphere it really is, and took the time to enjoy its deeply thoughtful narrative and symbolism. To this day it’s by far one of, if not the most mature examination of grief, sexual trauma, suicide, and morality all combined. It’s an intelligent game that does not hold anyone’s hand and comes at the player with utmost confidence in itself. It’s fantastic stuff. The rest of the original 4 are great in their own right and have their own well written stories, but they don’t hold the same emotional weight to them. I think SH2’s maturity by comparison is something that a lot of people are drawn to. ☯️
It may be too late to go back but it’s not too late to enjoy today. We’re all in this together ❤
Thank you. The amount of pure comfort this song/video brings me. This specific OTS from Silent Hill I listened to and heard growing up. Seeing that someone not only uploaded this song but the PlayStation rings and ocean at night. I’ve been constantly coming back to this video to help me sleep as I struggle deeply with sleep paralysis every night. I appreciate it heavy. Stay safe and I hope you all can find true peace ✌️
I remember spending the afternoon in a friend's house, playing silent hill, time splinters, Shaolin monks, battlefield, cod, half life and many more games on his ps2. Now he moved to another city and is working in his own business. Makes me nostalgic lying here in my bed.
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It has been an exhausting day. A lot of stress over a deadline, with a lot of catch up to do for it. I'm tired. There's not enough time. Then I discovered this. Thank you. I can atleast pause the real world for a moment.
Love you guys.
Just can't leave.
This music is a miracle worker. It’s put me and my nephew to sleep almost immediately and I listen to it anytime I need to relax.
2006 is the year I was born in, so for it to have such a great effect on even me makes this video/the silent hill sound track truly timeless.
This is really nice. There's something about silent hill and the ps2 that seems to just fit. Both are eerie or scary at first hand but later you get used to it and it becomes relaxing like how we encounter new experiences.
The last decade has been tragic for me. Every other year I lost a family member. First my dad, then my mum, then my bother and sister to covid. I listen to this 24/7 and its the only thing that keeps me sane. Im always stressed and find it hard to stop thinking about life and death. Death more than life, but this video and this music is literally keeping me alive and giving me a reason to live. I came back from Iraq, my leg and arm on the right side are covered in 3rd degree burns. This music has cured the pain I feel more than any number of the medicines I have to take. I used to need an oxygen tank too but now all I need to do is listen to this music that saved and changed my life.
An amalgamation of every youtube comment on every song and compilation.
I’d like to say this brings me back to when things were good and worry free. A happier time. I’ve been in pain almost every day of my life since I was 12. I’m 43 now. I won’t say what has happened as it’s many many instances of trauma and too full on for RUclips. When I played silent hill 1 and particularly 2 I realised I have found a world that echos mine and am truly at home. Locked in a steel cage in the deepest bowels of this town.
I feel the same and Im the same age. Im close to ending it.
There's a lot of people talking about how depressed they are, giving good advice, and encouragement. I'm just here because this is my 2am get high and do work while head empty music.
скучаю по тем временам начала нулевых. Игры на консолях того поколения, печатные журнальные издания об играх и секретах, скучаю о искренней и светлой дружбе тех лет, о беззаботных летних каникулах, о музыке тех лет, и ощущения нового года были настоящими. Эх, воистину, выражение "прекрасное далеко" - это не про будущее, а про прошлое...
You know, I am happy with my life and where it's going. But damn, do I miss being a kid. Going outside and living in my imagination, experiencing epic tales in the forest behind my house. The adventure of it all and being free of all responsibilities. Being an adult, having to make money to survive, it all wears down on you, and you really start to miss those truly carefree days.
This mix takes me back just a little bit, and the nostalgia is almost painful, but at the same time, I feel so at ease.
god i used to sleep to this every night for MONTHS, i'm so glad you could reupload this
Thank you so much for reuploading this! I was looking for it :D
Honestly I kinda wish times was were simpler now and days. I feel kinda lost at the moment, and not sure what to do next with my life.
I hope everyone is doing great out there though! Love and peace y’all
I feel you.. I feel like life is passing me by and I’m stuck in the past and lost in myself. Life got so hard and complicated. It use to be so simple and life left life it would last forever.. I’ll be 30 In October and idk where my life has gone
i get filled with dread and comfort while listening to this. so comfortable and terrifying at the same time.
I’m only 24 and I lost both of my parents by 20 and it’s really hard to think back and not get sad because I never realized how easy it really was, I found out after my mother passed that I had a form of autism called Asperger’s syndrome which is just difficulties with verbal communication in the sense that someone might be making a joke but I take it literal or an example I had thought up of days ago that was a sign was someone said my eyes looked beautiful in middle school and I just said “okay” and they told me that was rude and that most people say thank you which I didn’t think of at the time I was just in some bullshit with figuring out my classes I didn’t expect to prepare for this situation my default is just an, okay. That aside feeling back to then gives me chills and a feeling I know I’ll never feel again it’s hard to look back on the past and forget those feelings of love and happiness even after my dad passed when I was almost 18, 10 days away to be exact it all hit me how things can change all of a sudden and you could lose something you held so close. At the time we knew he was gonna go anytime he had stage 3 going onto stage 4 lung cancer I don’t know remember which to be honest but I know it was in the lungs and he told me 3 years is what the doctors told him. It was 7 months later when he passed from the day I learned. I was in the 12th grade and the school let me have half days to help him but he never needed much it was also the time I started smoking weed which me and him would smoke together and talk about stuff for hours and just shoot the shit back and forth. But I never pushed to do more I was more of an inside kid at the time and we didn’t get out as much due to him being sick and I regret not trying harder to do something new or different just cause why not. With my mother I got to go out with her a lot of the time it was great, places to eat, fishing at the docks, order pick up and watching TV together, just talking in general. After my dad passed she’s all I had and there was at one point she told a coworker of mine who was of similar age and were friends that she felt bad that I didn’t go out more because of her and that if i wanted to move out I wouldn’t have to worry but I didn’t move out not because I felt she needed me, I needed her for as much time as I could and to this day I still wish she was here because she would be helping me so much right now with everything going on in life. Thinking back does feel good but sometimes it can open wounds that are somewhat old. 6 years without my father and 3 without my mother and it’s been too hard remember people appreciate those around you while they’re here cause you never know when it’s gonna be the last time you hug them. Peace be with all and I hope everyone has a wonderful night, I love you all and please be safe
Gotta say. Indeed ye life can be rlly this cruel. I have autism too and i know it can rlly suck in situations like public (due to headaches and other shit) will say doe. I also lost a father like a year ago. Doe what i do think doe the diffrence rn here is mine was a asshole. Was a narcistic piece of shit. Even honestly these days are nostalgic af. Im at same time glad they are over. Or els he would be back with his narcism. Rlly stupid cuz at same time u feel like hes a great person. While cuz he has narcism. He just isnt. Nonetless doe. Even after all this. I never give up. I just think abt stuff were i am satisfied with. The stuff i still have. I can even still smoke weed. Talk to friends. Met a new weed smoker irl once. Or some other stuff. A pc! Smt i always wanted as a child. Now at pre adult i have it! What im trying to say. Is dont give up. Try to look at stuff u have. And be satisfied with em. (Aint doe sayin u cant be sad or rlly telling u what to do. Just some advice and depends on u if u follow em or not. Ur choice) anyway my big condelences for ur parents. Anyways doe. Imma head out for now. Have a good day and, keep pushing forward.
Smoke from the Canada wildfires has been drifting into my town for the last couple days, and the entire place has been cloaked in a thin but noticeable shroud of gray smoke constantly. Goes well with this soundtrack. Sobering to think this will be more common over time
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I wanted a nice sunny bright summer here in Ohio as last year I was sick with Covid all summer but it’s been rather… yellow out there. I haven’t been in the sun much. Looking outside now, there it is as it has been
Time really does fly.2006 was amazing.Sometimes I wish I could relive my childhood .
God, what nostalgia. when I saw the screen saver, I felt like I returned to childhood
Was there a beach?
It´s beautiful and I wish from the bottom of my heart it could be so. My husband and I loved the Music of Silent Hill and listened very often to it. 2006 he was not ill and still with me.. it breaks my heart to sit here all alone in front of my pc without him. I´ve lost him in the early hours of december last year, lying on the floor of the bathroom with a heart attack. Help was there not even after 5 minutes but it was too late. 2006.... take me back...bring him back..
2006 was one of the best years of my life. It feels like such a long time ago.
I don’t know what these spinning orbs are but they are the most entrancing and relaxing thing I’ve ever looked out
They’re from the ps2 interface
This helps me feel like I'm not a dog slamming itself against the bars of its cage. Thank you.